You know, when things are depend on how you take a step.. it is hard to take care of another thing.
I have through that kind of condition, and I fail.
I was controlling things, there you are helping me. I was so d4mn focused, or maybe I was really a jerk who doesn't care anything but her job than a friend. You can call me anything, you can do me like you hate me for years. But I want a thing from you, before you decide your choice..
I want to hear forgiveness from you, my dear friend. I made mistakes..
Then, if you had enough of being my close friend.. I can understand. I'm a jerk, you deserve a dozen persons who are just like you. I'll always try to be there, anytime you need my help.. and I hope I won't fail my promise, insyaAllah.
Yah, begitulah.. habis manis, sepah dibuang. bukan niatan membuat semua ini menjadi dramatis, tetapi mungkin keresahan ini memang harus terjadi untuk menjadi awal pembenahan diri saya..
