One day,
he will pick me up
wiped my tears
heal my wounds
get me up
and enlighten my path
The love that I loved.
Heart won't fails me,
it just knows.
Thank Allah subhanahuwata'ala
for all the never-ending-love You've given to us always.
He keeps our heart and feelings
safe and sound
so it could predict
whether thing is good or bad
whether to keep going or keep mourning
whether to look up or looking back
whether thing is right or just wrong, wrong.
He knows the best.
He have never and won't ever fails.
:)
After a loooong long time of being patience, I (finally) went to a saloon called Larissa. If you are college student in Yogyakarta, especially in GMU, then you must have heard about Larissa. It's pretty famous, though.
It was the first time I went there for a hair-treatment. I have been there for facial treatment, the most hurting hours a woman could feel. Drama queen, yes. Hehe. But, it worked very well. After months I used their cosmetics, I found my pimple and the thingy in my face is disappear significantly. That's why I found that Larissa and me: nice combination.
I went there with Nurmala Hanum, you can call her Hanum for short. She went for cream bath, I went to get my hair cut. It had been soooo long since my last cutting-hair-day. My hair is now short, the longest part meets my shoulder. It's quiet extreme, it was meets my elbow before. But I don't care too much, I love having a short hair.. it becomes more practice for me since I wear my Hijab. :)
Well, I finished "Negeri 5 Menara", at last. I am going to read "Jerusalem". I don't know what will be there in that story, but Bismillah. InsyaAllah it brings me to the whole new perspective.
That is all for today, I guess. Oh yeah, me and Hanum did a lots of tallks just like we always did. We talks about nothing to something interesting. We shared anyyyything and I love doing that with my girl-bestfriend.. now I miss Ika.
I decided to make a change the upcoming semester. Man Jadda Wajada. Bismillah, if we do things with good will, then Allah swt. will be in our side caring and supporting our fights. Maybe I will share it sometimes, not for today.. sorry.
I <3 Allah swt. May He and Rasulullah lead me to be homed in His heaven, with my beloved family and friends. Amin.
:) Good luck for all the Dreamers all around the World !
"When you can dream it, you can do it. It's important to dream of something. Make that dream now. Learn hard about it and at the rite time, you'll be ready to make some action to achive that dream "
(Walt Disney) From a good family friend -- Mba Anggi
saya dan teman-teman kepanitiaan World No Tobacca Day yang sungguh sangat luar biasa.
dari beberapa kepanitiaan yang sudah saya jajaki, kepanitiaan ini lah kepanitiaan yang paling kental rasa 2009 nya, paling gila, paling seru, paling gokil, paling homey, paling kekeluargaan.. pokoknya sampai kapan pun saya sayang banget sama orang-orang sinting di sini.
saya jatuh cinta sekali lagi sama BEM, dan saya merasa keputusan saya untuk bergabung dengan kalian sangat tepat. di tengah keasingan yang ditawarkan kampus UGM, saya menemukan hangatnya organisasi melalui tawa dan kebersamaan yang kalian tawarkan..
walaupun orang-orang gokil yang berkecimpung di kepanitiaan ini ga cuma dari BEM, ada dari CIMSA dan AMSA juga.. kalian pun tanpa perkecualian, saya gemari.
bersama kalian, waktu serasa melayang tanpa meninggalkan rugi.
I love you all, without exception. Thumbs and hugs for you all :)
You know, when things are depend on how you take a step.. it is hard to take care of another thing.
I have through that kind of condition, and I fail.
I was controlling things, there you are helping me. I was so d4mn focused, or maybe I was really a jerk who doesn't care anything but her job than a friend. You can call me anything, you can do me like you hate me for years. But I want a thing from you, before you decide your choice..
I want to hear forgiveness from you, my dear friend. I made mistakes..
Then, if you had enough of being my close friend.. I can understand. I'm a jerk, you deserve a dozen persons who are just like you. I'll always try to be there, anytime you need my help.. and I hope I won't fail my promise, insyaAllah.
Yah, begitulah.. habis manis, sepah dibuang. bukan niatan membuat semua ini menjadi dramatis, tetapi mungkin keresahan ini memang harus terjadi untuk menjadi awal pembenahan diri saya..
Ketika ku menangis tersedu Kuingin dekatmu Jika kuingin lepaskan rindu Sandarkan diri di bahumu
Dan karna sesuatu Dan itupun salahku Tak dapat kau terima Kaupun berlalu Ketika ku menangis tersedu Tanpa dirimu hatikupun kelu Dan karna sesuatu Dan itupun salahku Tak dapat kau terima Kaupun berlalu Ketika ku menangis tersedu Tanpa dirimu hatikupun kelu
Reff: Andai kuulang waktu Kukan kembali ke masa itu Dan ku kan hindari kesalahanku Kisah kasih syahdu Sayang semua berlalu Akankah kembali kisah itu Ku tak tahu .. uuuu
Dibalik pengorbanan ada kekuatan, Dibalik kekuatan ada keyakinan, Dibalik keyakinan ada tekad yg kuat, Cobalah lihat ke depan.. Maka kau akan menemukan pilihan: kau menang dan bersyukur, atau kau menemukan jalanmu pulang lalu bersyukur.
Yang mana pun yang dipilihkan Tuhanmu, baik itu kemenangan ataupun kekalahan bagimu, semua adalah baik bagimu secara keseluruhan.
Dia MahaTahu, Maha Melihat, Dia menjaga kita dari kegagalan yang tersembunyi, dan memelihara kita dari keterpurukan.
Alhamdulillah untuk hari ini, gue ketemu sama bocah-bocah kesayangan ketemu sama om-tante sekalian kangen-kangenan sama mama dan kakak tercinta (ekhem)
dan ga lupa, guling-guling di kamar paling berantakan sedunia.
Emang deh, pamulang is the bestest place on earth!
Semoga, saya memang pergi untuk kembali. Amin, Ya Allah :-)
Aku padamu, kawan 